The Clover

Chapter 6
Expressing My Feelings

"Rin Chan! Haha! Catch me if you can!"

"Len! I can't catch you! You're too fast!"

"Oh whatever!"

Len stopped running and laid flat on the grass watching the sunset.

"Ne~ Rin.."

"Yes?"

"You'll always be my friend right? No matter what happens?"

"Only if you will~"

"Of course I will.."

Rin POV:

I slowly woke up with tears in my eyes.

"Why did you change so much.. in such little amount of time?"

Teto came in the room with Ted with, a crap load of food.

Uh-Oh.. I am sooo dead..

"KAGAMINE RIN! Why haven't you been eating? Or sleeping? Or.." she stopped there and ran up and hugged me. "I was freaken worried about you! Don't you ever in life do that again do you understand?"

I smiled at her weakly. Her being worried about me is so burdening but I knew someone cared about me at least.. "I'll try Teto, I'll try.."

"KAGAMINE RIN!"

My head pounded, "KASANE TETO! MY HEAD HURTS.."

"Rin you are eating this instant! Right Ted?"

Ted looked rather surprised he was included in the conversation. "Yeah Rin, you need to eat.. Besides Teto would not shut up about how worried she was about you. AND she brought all this food too.."

There was a silence and afterwards, Ted had said he had to meet somebody.. I wonder who? He left and that left just Teto and myself. "Teto, Sorry but can I eat after I sleep some more? I'm still kind of tired.." Not.. I just wanted to be alone..

"Fine.. but promise you'll eat later.. Okay?"

I just smiled, "Okay.."

Teto left the room. "Good.. Now I can cry to myself.." I cried for a long time. Why was I so fed up with Len? With the corner of my eyes, I found my backpack. I decided not to waste my time for the talent competition. I was almost done with my song.. All I had to do now was sing it. I decided that I would sing it later.. I was really tired so I dozed off again..

I hope the Talent Competition goes well..

Ted POV:

I received a text from Len. He wanted to talk to me. I told Teto and Rin that I had to meet somebody and left. Man, I wanted to stay and help Teto.. I mean I really like her but I needed to do something about this. Rin was one of my good friends too so I should help Len with this situation and get his side of the story.

I walked into the café that Len said he would meet me at. I saw him waiting at a table. He seemed distressed but I just walked in and acted normally.

"Yo, What you need?"

"Hey.. How is Rin..?"

"Her condition is still questionable.. But I'm pretty sure she will be fine if she rests and eats more."

"Do.. you think it's my fault?"

I paused before I said anything.. "Yeah.." I know it seems harsh but he needs to know the truth..

"Len, you like Rin don't you?" I asked.

He paused and finally said, "I thought I was over her man.. but I'm not.. no matter how much I try to ignore her or forget about her.. She is constantly on my mind. What should I do..?"

I just said, "Stop acting like a jerk.. be your real self.. the person you were when I don't know you were 8 or something.. Not the player.. I understand that maybe her hanging out with Kaito was a little uncomfortable.."

I mean she did look chummy with Kaito on the outside too so I don't blame Len for getting jealous.. I can't imagine what it would feel like if Teto looked chummy with another guy..

Getting back to reality, I continued, "but I don't think you should have gone that far.. That really hurt her.."

I got up and looking at Len I think he was done talking too..

"Go watch Rin sing for the Talent Competition.. She might appreciate it.." and with that I left.

Rin POV:

I was soon discharged from the hospital and I felt a lot better. Thanks to Teto and her excessive caring.. Anyway, by the time I had gotten out of the hospital, Today was the day of the Talent Competition.. I was kind of nervous and I was hoping HE would be there.. but I knew it was too good to be true..

Teto and Ted got out of the Talent Competition and decided to cheer me on in the crowd. I was the last to perform.

Soon it was time for me to shine.

"Now it is time for Kagamine Rin with her own original song! Please give her a round of applause!"

Whew.. Here we go Rin.. You can do it..

At that time..

Teto POV:

Ted and I decided to quit the Talent Competition and cheer Rin on. If she won she would be happy even if it's for a minute.

I saw Len around the corner. He had a hoodie and shorts with a hat. Looked very player-like. But he was missing a thing.. He was missing girls giggling around him.. Is he really here to watch Rin? Like.. Seriously watch Rin?

"Now it is time for Kagamine Rin with her own original song! Please give her a round of applause!"

Here we go Rin.. Show us what you got..

Rin POV:

I walked up to the stage with a school-girl uniform, (A/N : Not necessarily their school uniform but the uniform in the PV Clover) I grabbed the microphone and said. "Hello everyone.. I wrote a song not too long ago and I think the outcome will at least please you guys just a little bit. Thank you and enjoy.."

The music started.. and I started singing..

( A/N : The parenthesis is Rin's thoughts)

Harurashii kaze ga fuku kousha no waki toorinukeru

A spring-like breeze rolls around outside the school building

Airashii shikametsura sore mo mou saigo nanda ne

A sweet scowl

Takusan hanashita yo ne

It's already over, isn't it? (I hope not..)

Chotto mae no koto nano ni

It was just a short while ago when

Natsukashiku omoete

We had talked about a lot of things

Itsumono basho ni tte mita

Nostalgically thinking back to when we would meet up at the usual place (It was fun..)

Wasurenai kimi o itsumademo

You always remember everything

Todokanai yume mo dokomademo

Always chasing after your unreachable dreams

Oikakete yukou sorezore ni

No matter where they may take you

Sabishiku nanka nai yo ne

And yet, you don't feel lonely. (Yes you do..)

Taisetsu na omoide ni zutto mune ni nokoru you ni

These precious memories always will remain in my heart

Kenmei ni CLOVER o tsuman de tewatashite kuretanda ne

Earnestly holding onto a clover that you picked for me (The clover charm that I found.. again.. and never let go of)

Arittake no ai o arigatou

Thank you for all of the love that you've shown me. (Tears are now falling..)

Subarashii hibi o arigatou

Thank you for making every day wonderful.

Konna ni mo mune wa itai kedo

My heart is in pain, and yet

Sabishiku nanka nain da

Somehow, I don't feel lonely.

Kore kara bokura wa miki o hanareteku

After leaving this tree trunk, we'll each go our seperate ways

Edaha ni natte mo itsumo issho sa

And even when the leaves and branches grow, everything's the same

Wasurenai kimi o itsumademo

You always remember everything

Todokanai yume mo dokomademo

Always chasing after your unreachable dreams

Oikakete yukou sorezore ni

No matter where they may take you

Sabishiku nanka nai yo ne

And yet, you don't feel lonely.

Chotto dake naite mitarishita kedo

Even though I've cried a little bit

Konna mune wa itai kedo

And even though my heart hurts this much

Subarashii hibi o arigatou

Thank you for such wonderful days

Samishiku nanka wa, samishiku nanka wa, nain da

Somehow I... somehow, I don't feel so lonely.

Arigatou ano hibi o

Thank you for those days.

Arigatou..

Thank you.. (Thank you Len… Although you've changed and we separated.. Thank you for all those great times..)

Tears were still rolling down my cheeks as the whole audience clapped for me.. Teto was crying and Ted had a sad expression. Everyone loved it..

Len POV:

That song.. Rin.. I'm sorry! I hurriedly ran out the area, silent tears rolling down my face.

I'm sorry Rin.. I'm sorry..