Difference

Chapter 10
Deep Down

A day turned into a week and that week turned into a month.

Things are normal.

Things are perfectly normal.

He's gone, isn't he? He doesn't exist anymore.

He doesn't exist.

He doesn't exist.

It's just me.

It's just me.

IT'S JUST ME.

No one is noticing. No one.

No one asks what happened to him.

This is the way it should be.

They ask what is wrong with my hand.

I got cut.

That's all.

I was cutting fruits and I got cut.

They believe me.

They don't need to know. They don't need to know.

If they find out . . . Will they hate me?

No, that's impossible.

No one can hate me.

No one.

Everyone hates me.

I know it.

Good.

I hate them too.

I am by myself.

Alone.

Alone.

Alone.

All alone.

I exist alone.

I doesn't matter.

We're all humans.

We're all foolish.

Shouldn't we just die?

That's how it should be.

We don't deserve existence.

Why is the world cruel?

I didn't mean to kill him.

I didn't mean to.

It was impulse.

An accident.

An accident.

It was on purpose.

Driven by envy and hate.

Everything.

Greed.

Hate.

Envy.

That is how our world works.

He's alive.

No.

No.

No.

NO!

WHY

WHY IS HE ALIVE?

I WANT HIM DEAD.

Isn't it good to kill these things?

Things that we don't need anymore?

Maybe I should die.

Maybe I should.

Maybe I should.

The room spins around me as if I am turning and spinning around and around and around.

What's wrong with me?

Visit.

Shall I pay him a visit?

I'm confused.

Where…

"Who are you?" A boy asks me.

He has the same face. The same hair. The same eyes.

No they are not the same.

We are different.

Different.

WE'RE DIFFERENT!

He doesn't remember.

Would it be good to leave him as he is?

Forget him.

If he has forgotten, then we will forget him.

Tears.

I remember tears.

That night.

He was crying.

He couldn't do it.

Why?

Why?

If you hate me so much, kill me.

Kill me and end it all.

We're different.

We're different.

That heart belongs to you.

I am left empty.

Empty.

Everything feels empty.

What is the reason for me to live?

Destroy.

Kill.

We're different.

We're different.

We'll always be different.

We'll never ever be the same.

Ever.

Ever.

Ever.

Ever.

EVER.

But deep down.

Down down down.

I love you. Because you are my brother.