Chapter 5
What Did I Do Wrong?
At the hospital..
Rin POV:
I'm currently sitting next to Len inside the hospital.. I just can't believe that he would do something so life threatening for.. I'm nobody special, so why me? I should have been the one that was stabbed, yet in the end he was.. What I am going to do? The doctors said that his case wasn't serious, but they didn't say his case was nothing to worry about.. They don't know when he would be able to wake up either.. They said things SHOULD be fine but, why do I feel sick to my stomach? I just know that if he never wakes up I will never forgive my father, but most importantly.. I will never forgive myself for what happened to Len..
Meanwhile at the school..
Miku POV:
I walked inside the school and was greeted by my close friend, Kaito.
"Hey Miku, have you heard about Rin and Len?"
I acted like I didn't know, when truthfully I was the first one to know.. "No, what happened?" I asked innocently.
"Rin's father came back and started abusing her again and then right when he was about to end her life for good, Len jumped in and saved her"
Now that part I didn't know, "WHAT! LEN DID WHAT?" I said almost screaming at Kaito.
"Len saved her life." He just said nervously back.
"I-I gotta go.." I said before I turned around rather quickly and ran, my back towards the school.
Are you happy now? Not only have you hurt Rin, but you hurt other people that surrounds her.. Are you satisfied?
This voice has got to shut up!
As I was running, I saw him.. "Hey! Mr. Kagamine!" He soon came to my direction and I asked him very angrily, "Why did you stab Len instead of Rin?"
He just chuckled and said, "Although I didn't expect that to happen, when I see Rin next time there is no one to stop me.."
"You better, but hopefully you didn't stab Len to the extent he could die.. Okay that is all for now.."
(A/N : Wahh its all Miku's doing! All you Miku lovers I'M SORRY I don't have anything against her.. She was just the first person in mind for this part.)
After I left, the owner of that small, soft voice that lingered in my mind finally revealed herself.. It was.. me..
Before it vanished, the last words were,
Are you satisified?
One Month Later..
Rin POV:
I haven't been going to school.. I basically spent all my time in the hospital.. I mean it's not like anyone would worry about what I was doing or anything.. and hopefully nobody in school knew about Len's condition.. If they did, I can just imagine all these Len fangirls coming in the hospital just to see him and check if he was okay..
Wouldn't that be a wonderful sight..
Everything seemed fine.. His heart rate was normal and so was his breathing.. Come to think of it I have never really worried about someone this much in my life.. Even if it was my doing I honestly probably wouldn't give a crap about it.. but this time it's different and it's really hard for me to understand that..
WAIT..
What am I doing? I can't just sit here and just sulk about something that is my fault.. I need to take responsibility and action for it.. I need to talk to my father.. Even if it means risking my life.. I have to do something.. At least this..
I quickly got up and grabbed my bag and headed for the door. Before I left, the nurses asked me where I was headed, that is just in case Len had woken up.. which I doubt would be today and I just told them that I was going to see someone. I mean if I tell him that I was going to meet my father, what good would that be? I left and searched around the town. I was pretty sure that he would be here somewhere. Although I was scared, I knew that this had to be done.
Shortly After Rin Had Left..
Len POV:
I slowly woke up with a tremendous pain in my abdomen. "Dammit! What the hell happened?"
Then everything came back. Me saving Rin, What the pain was, Everything.. I then realized that no one was in the room. "Rin?" I said weakly, to find that nobody has replied.
A nurse then came inside to check on me and said, "Oh! Kagamine-san you have awoken! Ah, too bad it wasn't sooner, Rin had just left.. You know she stayed here for more than a month in this room constantly worried about you, you know!"
Wow… That I didn't know..
I felt bad that I made her worry, and blushed at the thought of it. I asked the nurse, "Do you happen to know where she went off to?"
The nurse had replied, "Well, she didn't say specifically, but she said she was going to meet someone. I am not sure who, but she didn't seem too happy about it." I had my suspicions that she went either to school or home, but I am not sure who she would be planning to meet. Knowing her already she was not the 'Meet here and let's talk' kind of person.
Who could it be?
It couldn't be.. right?
Of course not..
Rin POV:
Where the hell is he?
I have been searching for him everywhere.. Why is it that whenever I don't want to be found by him, he finds me and now of all times when I want to and NEED to talk to him he's nowhere?
God..
Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. I had a feeling I knew who it was. My suspicions were 100% right.. I found him..
"Well, Rin.. Where have you been hiding?" my father asked suspiciously.
"None of your business.." I simply replied back. He gave me a glare and then looked away. I said to him, "Why are you here? Why did you suddenly come back? It has been 6 years.. 6 FREAKIN YEARS! Because of you returning, You hurt my friend! Something I didn't have for a long time and you just had to ruin it!"
People started to look at us, but I didn't care. It's not like my dad would hit me in front of everyone either so either way nothing would really happen. My father seemed really irritated, but said, "Now Rin, is that how you are supposed to talk to your father?"
At that point I realized, he wasn't my father.. "What did you just say?" I said angrily.
He simply repeated what he said and that set me on fire. "I can't believe it took me this long to realize this.. You're not my father! A father is supposed to love and care for their child. I'm a part of you, and yet you treated me like trash ever since I was born! You hit me everyday, left me bleeding and yet I still respected you.. You know why? It's not only because of the fact you were my father but the fact that I actually hoped that you would treat me like an actual father would actually treat their daughter. But now I know that you will never, EVER do that."
He looked rather dumbfounded at my statement and I had tears in my eyes. People around looked at me and felt really worried about me. I turned around and before I took a step I said to him, "Please.. J-Just Leave.. I don't ever want to see your face ever again.." and as I started walking, I heard my father's irregular breathing and he suddenly tried to grab for me. People suddenly gasped and I quickly turned around. He tried to strangle me. He yelled, "I DON'T CARE IF PEOPLE ARE WATCHING! YOU'RE GOING TO REGRET SAYING THAT!"
I flinched but the police grabbed him from behind. "WHAT THE FUCK, LET ME GO!" I heard him say. The police came up to me and told me, "Don't worry little girl, you'll never see him again.." with a smile. I simply nodded with tears still in my eyes and walked towards the hospital.
I entered the building and walked towards the room. I knew Len wasn't awake anyway so I didn't have to be worried about him seeing me crying. I opened the door and saw that he has regained consciousness. "L-Len?" He gently smiled and said "Yo~"
Len POV:
Rin came inside the room.. crying.. Why was she crying? She looked at me surprised and simply called my name, "L-Len?" I gently smiled back and said "Yo~" She quickly ran over my direction and hugged me. I groaned a little from the pain I still had and she suddenly pulled back forgetting that I was in a weak condition. "Sorry.."
"Its fine.. but why were you crying?" She told me everything that had happened.. Doing something that rash for me?
I felt my heart skip a beat..
Soon After Recovery..
I soon was discharged from the hospital and I felt better than ever! I left for school and I was never happier to go to school other than today. I was excited to see everyone. Especially Rin.. To be honest I think I fell in love with her.. But I can't really say.. Its really confusing..
The whole concept of love is really confusing..
Oh well almost there, but something is going on. I see Miku and Rin, but what are they doing? Are they fighting?
What the fuck..
Rin POV:
What the hell does Miku want from me. I didn't do anything to her whatsoever and she is suddenly trying to fight me in school property where we will probably get in trouble for. As polite as I can be which isn't a lot.. I said "Miku I don't wanna start anything.. So just go to your little friends and leave me alone!"
She just looked at me disgusted. "NO! You're always getting on my nerves and somehow always get lucky when it comes to you in trouble! How else do you think that you're father found you! I grew wide-eyed and everybody grew quiet. At the corner of my eye I saw Len look very shocked. I heard Miku say to herself, "Shit I wasn't supposed to day that!"
I walked up to her and asked, "It was you? M-Miku.. Why? What did I ever do to you that got you angry at me from the beginning?"
What did I do wrong?
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