Wednesday, February 22, 2012

How He Changed My Life

Chapter 6
This Can't Be Happening

Miku POV:

Wow.. Is she really gonna play stupid with me? She knows what she did wrong, why is she asking me? "You know what you did!" I just glare at her.. As every second passes by the more furious I get..

Although I didn't really want to fight.. I wanted to make up with her..

I figured that out after I realized the voice in my head was the other side of me that missed Rin's presence..

Rin says, "Miku.. I don't know why you did what you did many years ago.. but what you did now.. That's too much.. even for you..!" She briskly turned around. I assume she is leaving and trying to forget this ever happened.

"Come back here right now! I'm not done!"

I really wasn't.. Rin please understand..

I ran up to Rin who was surprisingly already up the stairs and as I ran I unexpectedly tripped and I accidently pushed Rin down the stairs.. Although I was 'mad' at Rin.. on the inside I just wanted to make up with her and become friends again.. I just had the feeling that I wanted revenge and it overcame my body.. I really didn't mean to push her down but it was too late.. "Rin!" She landed head-first down the stairs and was unconscious..

Rin.. although you can't hear me. Or know my true feelings.. I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry..

Rin POV:

What was up with that girl? I really don't understand her sometimes.. but I really wanted to be friends with her again..

I mean I really don't know what I did.. but I know one thing for sure.. I miss the times I had with Miku.. She was a really good friend.. but I don't know what happened between us to create a giant wall that made sure we were enemies..

I really just wanted to be on a clean slate with her..

Even if we end up not being close as we used to be.. At least a clean slate.. That's all I ask..

I hear footsteps nearing me as I walked up the stairs. As the proximity of the person was getting closer, the sound of the tapping against the floor was getting louder as the person gets nearer to me.

I ignored it but I regret that instantly..

Miku was running towards me with a look of.. not anger or revenge.. but a look of sadness. She suddenly as she was running, she tripped which, in a domino effect pushed me down the stairs.. I heard Miku yell my name, but it was too late.. The stairs is a very long case of stairs and I was falling down from it.. Soon I landed head first down that stairs and everything turned black..

Len POV:

What the heck is going on.. I was inside the school looking for Rin and Miku.. mostly Rin though..

Anyways.. I was soon going upstairs and the closer I was to my locker the louder I heard crying.. I fastened my pace to whoever was the source of the cry and I stopped when I realized it was Miku. "What's wrong Miku?" I said with a confused look. She pointed while shaking with tears down the stairs.. My face had a look of terror as I saw Rin on the bottom of the flight of stairs with a streak of blood on her face. I quickly ran over to her and tried to shake her to her consciousness. It didn't work.. I knew it wouldn't but.. I just hoped..

"Miku.. What happened?" she was quiet for a moment, but I had no patience for it..

"What the hell happened?"

She finally answered, "It's my fault Len.. I did it.. I didn't mean to.. S-She fell because I accidently pushed her down when I tripped.. It was an accident.. I promise!" with tears.

I had a feeling she was telling the truth and I just told her to get a teacher. She nodded and quickly ran to the nearest teacher she could find. They quickly called for a doctor and took her away. They unfortunately wouldn't let me leave the school.. The day I was actually looking forward to school, this happens..

Just..

My..

Luck..

I couldn't concentrate on my studies.. I was too worried about Rin.. I should have been able to leave with her but noooo they made me stay because my education was more important.. Education is more important my ass.. Rin's life is more important to me than anything..

Wait..

What the hell did I just say? Oh god.. I can't be in love.. Am I?

I went up to Miku later that day in school and went to ask her some questions.

She was red and puffy all over her face from crying.

I think she still cares for Rin..

She explained everything that moment and I knew now that she was just jealous.. Jealous of how Rin got more attention than she had without even trying to.. She admitted that she still wanted to be her friend but she wasn't sure if Rin would forgive her.. I had a feeling that Rin would and I let her know that everything will be fine.. It was an accident after all. She nodded and smiled. The school bell eventually rang and I almost ran out the door to see Rin again..

I hope she is okay..

I asked Miku if she wanted to accompany me to the hospital and she accepted. She told me that she was going to make up with Rin today and that made me smile..

They are finally going to be friends again..

We both walked the direction of the hospital with flowers just in case she was awake. I thought about Rin's smile and how I will be able to see her again.. Even if she was unconscious I would be glad to see her face.. I guess Miku noticed that I was blushing because she was laughing. I was even more red because now she probably has suspicions that I had a crush on Rin.. Not that she was wrong or anything..

I mean I really think I do have a crush on her.. and a big one too.. Anywho, enough with my stupid thoughts..

We were in front of the hospital and signed in. We asked the doctor how she was and fortunately she was okay and she was actually awake in the room! I almost ran inside the room with a smile to see her and she tilted her head in confusion as if she never saw me before..

That's weird..

Miku was afraid to come in but when she came in Rin didn't really react at all. I rushed in to embrace her and she just sat there.

I asked her, "Rin! I was worried sick! Are you okay?"

Miku also said, "Rin I am so sorry! I didn't mean to.. Are you okay?"

Rin's reply broke my heart into little tiny pieces..

"Yeah.. but who are you guys?" Miku and I had wide eyes and I quickly ran out the room.

"Len!" Miku shouted after me but ignored her.

I did something I haven't done in a long time.. I stood outside the door and silent tears were streaming down my face.. I know she's not dead and I know crying is a girl thing but how would you feel if the person you love.. Yes Love.. didn't remember you at all..

Rin.. Please Remember.. Please..

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