Love Gone Wrong

Chapter 12

As I wait for the bell to ring I finally made my decision of what I am going to do with my Len problem. I am going to walk away from Len and act like I have never met him. I am going to ignore him as best as possible. I know that it may break his heart, but I feel that for me it is the right thing to do at the moment. I wouldn't do it if I had another choice. I know that this decision is going to be painful for the both of us. But like they say Life's like a moving train you can't keep getting off at all the stops, you just have to keep moving forward.

"Ring, Ring, Ring" Officially today that bell got on my last nerve; but that was not my focus. I had to find Len and tell him that I am not ready to go back into this relationship; it's just too unstable for me.

I searched for endless hours for him. I looked in the chemistry lab, the biology lab, the computer lab and every single room in the whole entire school. I was tired of looking for him so I decided that I was just going to go home.

As I walked to my locker to get all my homework I noticed that there was a rose taped on my locker door with a note. I slowly took the rose off the locker door, took the note and read what was waiting for me inside the elegant parchment paper….

Dear Rin,

I know with everything that has happened in the past may or is hurting you and I am sorry. I want to try to make things better for the both of us. I just don't want our relationship to end like this just because of what Miku want and will never receive. My love is so true and it will always be. Please take into consideration that I may be good for you; not any other guy that is out there. With everything that happened may affect your decision, but just give me a chance. I told you that the only reason that Miku was there was because she wanted to break us up. I told you once and I will tell you again nothing or nobody will ever take my love. Please Rin just give me one more chance and you will not regret it.

Love Forever, Len. =)

I found Len, waiting for me outside the school doors; I was scared to see him face to face. After my decision was made I could not stare at him face to face anymore. I could feel the guilt building up inside of me. Maybe I think that I should rethink my decision of leaving him forever more. No I told myself leaving Len was the right thing to do and I would stand by very own decision even though my heart was telling me other wise. At the moment I did not know what do. I could either go up to him or tell him the honest truth or I could just run pass those double doors and never talk to him again. But I already knew what I was going to do. As I walked passed the double doors I stopped so that I could talk to him straight to his face.

"Len, I came to tell you thanks for the rose and the note. It's very nice of you but that is no the real reason that I am here. I am here right now to tell you that I am not going back to you anytime soon. It is just too much for me to deal with right now. I want time to myself to think things over. It's not that I don't want to get back together with you, it's just I need to be by myself for sometime. Trust me when I am ready I will come back to you I promise; you can even hold that on me. But I have to go my mom is waiting for me at home, I am sorry Len, I am truly sorry but just won't work now. Sorry." I said with disappointment in voice and eyes.

But before Len could say a single word I walked away; I saw that Len was crying. I knew that deep in my heart that I hurt him the most possible way; but it was for the best. From then on as I left the school I never looked back again, so I couldn't that childlike crying face again…..