Wrong But Right

Neji… save me. Please.

I'm falling.

I'm falling into the dark depths of betrayal and sins, and I can't stop.

You're married.

I'm married.

We… we can't be together anymore.

"Hyuuga Neji, do you take this woman, Kurako Mitsuki to be your lawfully wedded wife?"

"… I… do…" Neji said softly, his heart breaking.

It's… it's impossible.

"Tenten, do you take this man, Makesu Kage, to be your lawfully wedded husband?"

Tenten paused and glanced backwards, biting her lip as her tears spilled out of her eyes as she saw Neji, "I… I…"

"Tenten."

She could feel Neji's eyes on her. I'll always love you.

"I… do."

I'm married. You're married. To the ones we don't love.

We can… still see each other at spars.

"Hey Neji."

"Tenten."

The two glanced at each then behind at their supposed 'lover', "Let's spar."

I just want to kiss you one last time, to have you hold me one last time.

I love you so much, and it's enough to drive me to suicide to know I can't have you.

It angers me to see you with that bitch, Mitsuki, clinging all over you. She's a fangirl. Everyone knows it, even Hiashi who arranged the damn marriage. Why? Why wasn't I good enough?

"Hiashi-san…"

"Tenten if you're here about Neji's marriage," Hiashi turned around and his eyes softened, "I'm sorry, but Konoha needs strong links with the hidden village of Rain."

"But… why does it have to be him?" Tenten whispered, her tears increasing, "Can't you engage someone else?"

"They will only accept Neji."

"Please Hiashi-san," Tenten continued, her tears spilling out of her eyes, "I'll do whatever you want, please don't let him get married. We both know he won't be happy."

"I know."

"I love him."

"I know."

"Please…"

"I'm sorry Tenten," he said, and left the room.

Right now I hate that damn Hiashi.

I love you, and it pisses me off to see you with Mitsuki. I bet she made you bed her. I bet she raped you. I hope she rots in hell with me.

Kage… he's… okay as far as I'm concerned. He doesn't really care about where I am, so that's good.

I don't go out in public with him.

I don't sleep on the same bed with him. I sleep on the sofa, because I am yours.

I am yours, and yours only.

And that's why I will become the Satan.

"Neji!"

Neji shot up, "T-Tenten?"

"Mitsuki's on a mission right?"

"Yes."

Tenten smiled, "Neji… I've missed you."

Neji smiled slightly and stroked her jaw, sitting up in his bed and letting her sit on his lap, "What about Kage?"

"He doesn't care. He won't care if I sneak off to see you," Tenten whispered and rested her head on his shoulder, "Neji… I love you."

Neji tightened his grip around her shoulders, "Compared to Mitsuki you are an angel."

Tenten snickered, "I'll become the Satan for all these sins," she whispered, and hesitantly kissed him, "It's wrong for me to be cheating on my husband and forcing you to cheat on your wife."

"It feels right," he whispered and let his hands trail to the clasp on her shirt, "And that's all that matters."

"When is she coming back?"

"Not for a couple weeks."

"I can come… once a week?"

Neji grinned as she shivered, her shirt discarded, "Once a week is more than enough."

Tenten pressed herself against him, her eyes tearing up, "Then let's make the best of that one night."

It's wrong. It's just plain wrong.

I slept with a man that is not my husband.

As far as Kage knows, we're just friends. Well he knows we're lovers, but he thinks we're ex-lovers.

He said he would divorce me and let me be with you, but…

That Mitsuki bitch is in the way.

Neji… I love you.

I'm falling into the dark depths of sins.

It may be hard to believe… but on that night, you're the one that took my virginity. 25 years, and I was still a virgin. Kage and I never slept together.

It's… weird. Back before you got married, we could barely exchange a kiss, just a small peck on the cheek, and I wished passionately that you would make me yours.

Now you have but…

It's…

It's just wrong. I wished to be yours, and now I am but… I can only see you once every couple of months.

I've tried asking Tsunade-sama to put me on missions with you.

She said she tried, but Mitsuki always went with you.

Stupid bitch.

Neji, I love you. If you die, I will die with you.

I'm falling. I'm breaking the rules and burning them.

Everything is wrong, but everything feels right.

I love you.

I want you.

I need you.

I miss you.

I'm doing all this for you.

Please… just save me.

"Neji…" Tenten groaned as he bit her shoulder, "Kage…"

"I've spoken with him," Neji whispered, "He's spending the night at the Hyuuga compound."

Tenten smiled lightly, "It seems like I'm not the only one who's sinning."

Neji smirked and kissed her roughly, "The two of us are one. Whatever you do, I do."

Both of us know it's wrong.

But it feels right.

And that's all that matters.

I love you…

You love me…

Everything is perfect… it's just that…

We can't have our happy ending.

We'll spend the rest of our lives sneaking around.

I love you…

Please, save me from this.

It's wrong… but it feels right.

It's wrong… but it's right.

But… I know you can't.