Chapter 21
A Final Entry
This Diary Belongs to: Rin Kagamine
I am: (Male or Female): Female
I am (age): 14 years old
I am (height): …I dunno
I like: Oranges
I love: Le-asdfjkejafioea-Leopards. I love leopards.
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Fuck it. I love Len.
Date: 11/25
Subject: A final Entry
Update: Len and I have been going out for approximately 1 month now (Yay!) We've had some minor issues with rude people, but for the most part, people are surprisingly accepting of the whole situation… Apparently most people already suspected it long before we even admitted it to ourselves.
Sadly.
-sweatdrop-
It's been about a month since my last diary entry… I haven't really seen a need for it. I'm finally together together with Len, and I find talking to him to be a LOT easier than talking… er… writing…kind of… to a diary.
…Well, on most occasions.
But for those few moments, I've found I'm able to somewhat sort it by talking to Quin. And I'm pretty sure, for multiple reasons, that should probably have me admitted to a mental institution, but hey! No one's found out yet, so I'm safe! And since I found out that she's pretty much just a REAAAALLY… really…incredibly… UNEEDEDLY honest version of myself, I've learned to cope with her.
Sort of.
Oh well, no one needs to know about that.
…Is keeping mental voices inside your head a secret from your boyfriend considered good or bad..?
…Considering her personality, I'ma say that keeping her a secret is a good thing for now.
Anyway, I was reminiscing today, and I remembered this diary… It's so odd to look back on all of the memories I had stored in here…
Daaamn, I've changed a lot..
…Apparently Quin disagrees…
OH WELL.
But wow… I am kinda pathetic with how slowly I went about things wasn't I?
And I went through a HELL of a lot of awkward situations because I refused to admit I actually loved Len for the longest time…
Ha! I even remembered when I first made this thing, and I wrote 'I love leopards' in attempt to cover up that I almost wrote 'I love Len'… I've ish corrected it now, but still…
Oh WOW…
This is the last page available of the diary… I've written so much in here…
Apparently Len has a little journal as well. He talked about exchanging them yesterday, but I turned him down. I dunno why… It feels like this is my own little time capsule of MYSELF, and I want to keep it private just a little longer…
Maybe, if we do end up exchanging them, I may get another diary? I wouldn't write in it as frequently (obviously)… but I'd be able to capture our little moments together that I'd really like to remember…
Who knows?
Hm… I'm running out of room… I guess this is goodbye, my little diary. I'll end it with a simple statement that seems to sum up my time with you.
I am absolutely, undeniably (as much as I used to wish it was) in love with Len Kagamine, my twin brother.
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