Chapter 12
Urgh!
This Diary Belongs to: Rin Kagamine
I am: (Male or Female): Female
I am (age): 14 years old
I am (height): …I dunno
I like: Oranges
I love: Le-asdfjkejafioea-Leopards. I love leopards.
Date: 10/9/11
Subject: Ugh…
Guys…
I feel like SHIT… I went to school today and could barely focus on my schoolwork because my stomach hurt so bad…
Ugh… I haven't been able to eat anything all day… It's freaking torture. I mean, the stomach rolling around more violently than the Roadroller when I'm PMSing is enough as it is, but not being able to consume my amazing oranges is just…
…Eugh.. It sucks… I've got a mild headache, too… I went to school today because we had a huge project in World History I desperately needed to finish, but now that it's done and over with, I don't know if I'm going to go tomorrow…
If it gets any worse, I probably won't be able to get out of bed tomorrow even if I wanted to. Though it wasn't bad enough to fully be considered a fever, my temperature was a bit higher than normal, and it gave me that weakish-shaky feeling.
Len tried to convince me to stay home (which was odd, with him being the one who harps on me all the time about how I should be more willing to go to school and whatnot,) but I refused. I'd been working on that damned project in that class for almost two whole weeks, and today was our last day to complete it. I couldn't let this little 'allergy problem' keep me from finishing it.
After Len spent the next five or so minutes explaining to me how most of my symptoms are NOT common for allergies, we eventually made a deal that I'd go to school as long as I'd give him an update on how I felt in between classes each passing period.
I felt happy with the compromise. Well, that is until 2nd period. My stomach really started to kick up then. The last 4 periods were spent in an uncomfortable daze except during passing periods when I attempted to regain most of my composure so I could face my twin. Each time, he kept asking if I was really okay, and if I was lying to him or faking it. I almost fell victim to my guilt once, but I pushed through it.
Anyway, we came home today, and Len started playing 'nurse' for me… wait, is there a more masculine word for a male nurs-wai-NO, WE AREN'T DOING THAT, SON OF A BITCH, QUIN!
Eugh.. Being angry is tiring… wait.. what was I talking about? Right. Len has trying to nurse me back to good health ever since we got home. I feel guilty about making him worry about me, but at the same time, it makes me happy… He's really trying hard to make me get well again…
…What? Urg.., it's difficult to focus on things with a fever… Quin made a stupid comment about how 'I'm falling in love with Len all over again'… and I'm not smart enough… er.. I'm not… focused…and stuff… enough to tell her why she's wrong…Maybe she's not wrong? Wait, it's Quin… she's ALWAYS wrong… I think… but Len's not… he's always right… and nice… and caring…and I think I may love him too much… is that possible? Can you love someone too much? People always say you can't, but what if you're related to the person you love? I dunno… I think I'm rambling… Uggh, my mind feels like mush, and my stomach STILL feels like crap.. I think there's a bunch of itty bitty teeny tiny midgets throwing a rave in there…with heavy bass… and a mosh pit… yeah.. that's a good description..
Hm..? Len's coming back into the room again. Lol… even when I'm dazed, he's still the most amazing and handsome guy I know… Eugh… hm.. I wonder if everyone feels a little giggly when they have a fever…? I dunno…
Len's making me put my diary away, so I guess I'll put this away for now…
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