Chapter 5
Stuff On My Mind
This Diary Belongs to: Rin Kagamine
I am: (Male or Female): Female
I am (age): 14 years old
I am (height): …I dunno
I like: Oranges
I love: Le-asdfjkejafioea-Leopards. I love leopards.
Date: 5/9/11
Subject: Stuff on my mind
Today consisted of tests, tests, and more tests. Yaaay! We ALL know how I love tests, right?
If you couldn't tell that was sarcasm, then you really need to check your image of my personality… or better yet, pretty much any non-crazy perfectionist/nerd/whatever's personality, because I highly doubt you're gunna find many people in life who actually like those stupid things.
Anyway, luckily for me (in a way), I've had a need for distractions in my life, so I've gotten a lot of studying done recently, and finished them all with ease with plenty of time to spare…
… and plenty of time to think about my life.
Ya know? I really didn't understand how WEIRD my life was until I spent all that time to think about it? Hell, I live in a huge mansion with no parents at age 14 with my twin brother, some cool friends, and producers. I already have a fairly nice career as a singer, tons of fans, and have videos and stories made of me all the time…
…and then that thought led to the thing most of those videos and stories contain. Heh. MeXLen pairingness… fun fun…
Dude, I feel so retarded right now… I usually don't write these things in class, but I've got a little less than an hour to kill… But now I'm sitting here with a faint blush and my pen scratching at a paper easily distinguishable as something that is NOT the test, so GOD knows what people think I'm writing… I've learned from experience that people can come up to some pretty wild conclusions if you're not too careful..
Anyway, BACK TO THE POINT…
Despite the fact that I feel like a pathetic, stereotypical teenage girl doing this, I decided to get some stuff off my chest by writing about my love life.
…GOD I feel so retarding doing this…
But lately, I've been noticing just how often nearly every single being in the universe that knows about me and Len pairs us together…
I mean, HELL, I remember one time when Miku was showing me one of the videos of her and her friends, and when she showed them a picture of me and Len, BEFORE THEY HAD ANY IDEA WHO WE WERE, they freakin responded with "Ooh, they look like they'd be such a cute couple!"
Miku laughed her ass off. Hahahaha-NO. NOT COOL.
Jesus…I wonder if Len notices all this crap…
…what would he think of it? Would he agree to it? Laugh it off and ignore it? Hate it? I wonder if he watches the videos as much as I d-SON OF A BITCH I'M BECOMING PARANOID OVER WHAT HE THINKS…
…shit man… I need a pshychaiatrist.. fuck spelling…
Uggh…God…I've been thinking about Len WAAAAAAAAAYYYY too much to be healthy lately…
…Ya know that lil voice in the back of your head that adds little comments that are ANNOYINGLY blunt? That go WAY to far to point things out?
Yeah. "Well, it's only normal to think about someone you like this much!" –annoying voice.
… We're naming it something annoying. Hm… Random letters… L…
… shit. I just started with the letter L… eugh.. that's a bad sign… a bad sign-DIFFERENT LETER WERE NOT THINKING ABOUT THIS ANYMORE
Q.
.. well that's a shitty letter to start with.. oh well. Q…u…IN!
The voice in the back of my head is now named Quin. I don't care if naming it makes me a sch..schytsico? Yet again. Fuck spelling. Anyway, I don't care if naming it makes me… that. I don't care. It's new name is Quin, and I hate it. Quin shall forever be my perfect enemy!
t.A.T.u. reference lolz
Anyway, I'm starting to get weird looks from everyone… I think I'ma just take a nap until class is over.
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