A Diary's Worth A Trillion Words

Chapter 6
Jesus and Finals

This Diary Belongs to: Rin Kagamine

I am: (Male or Female): Female

I am (age): 14 years old

I am (height): …I dunno

I like: Oranges

I love: Le-asdfjkejafioea-Leopards. I love leopards.

Date: 5/21/11

Subject: Jesus and Finals

Well, contrary to .001% of the world's population's beliefs, Jesus didn't come back to Earth today to give his judgment. Yay non-last-day-of-the-world!

Well, that's done with. Anyway, I've got bigger things to worry about. It's close to the end of the year, and all next week I've got finals that are going to be 25% of my grade in each class…

GOD I HATE SCHOOL!

…ehem. Excuse my outburst.

But seriously, why the hell do we need this stupid thing! I already spent enough time cramming in the 5 minutes before every other test I've gotten this year! Now I ACTUALLY have to study! Ugh… this is ridiculous…

I've been having Len help me study lately. Thank god at least ONE OF US has the brains to do this crap. Without him, I'd be stuck without a job because I couldn't graduate due to my lack of knowledge/concern over solving triangles.

…And without him, I'd probably be stuck with Ramen for dinner every night since he couldn't teach me how to cook… or make me food…

…and I'd die of boredom at like…2 years old… or younger…

…and birthday's would SUCK ASS…

…dude, without him, I'd have NO ONE to help me pull pranks/get away with crap… Oh my god…that'd be HORRIBLE…

Holy shit, without Len, I'd be SCREWED…

…

…I refuse to repeat Quin's UNEEDED, EMBARASSING REMARK. If you have a slightly perverted mind, you should catch on to what she said. -.-

ANYWAY! (god I get off track a lot…) He's been helping me study, right? Well, last night we were going over some subjects, and it started out normal: Me staring at the paper blankly while his pencil quickly wrote down a shit ton of numbers, lines, words, etc, and eventually came to an answer. Then he'd ask if I understood it now, I'd look at him like he just spoke a foreign language only spoke by elephant-deer aliens on Mars, and then he'd sigh and take half an hour to walk me through one problem.

Then we started going over English. The subject USED to be my favorite. However, the teacher decided to make us watch/read the play of Romeo and Juliet this year, and she's going to make our final over it, but I don't speak gibberish. I speak English. So Len helped translate for me. Somewhere during this, we got into an argument over how far one would go for someone they loved.

Basically, (once Len explained to me what the eff they were saying/talking about in the damned story), Len made a comment on how retarded Romeo was for killing himself and how it was all his fault for the story turning out badly. I told him that I thought it was because he only wanted to be with Juliet in heaven. Then Len commented that no one who commits suicide goes to heaven, and I angrily told them that they live happily ever after in Hell together and play poker with Satan.

After that, he kinda gave me a strange look and left, and I felt slightly dejected and felt a need to apologize and ask him to come back… but I decided against it.

Now I'm slightly anxious/scared over whether or not I actually somehow upset him over the argument, and I dunno if I should talk to him or not…

…I really don't want to, cuz then it'll be awkward and stuff…

…but I dun want him to be mad at me…

…TTwTT Quin just started freakin yelling at me for being retarded…

Meugh… (Meugh? Oh well.) I'll just casually apologize for the stupid argument tonight when he tries to teach me about history.