Thursday, March 15, 2012

I Have A Secret

Chapter 8

Rin's POV.

I woke up and knew that I had to tell Len today. I will after the concert, but I still have to see him at school. I didn't want to talk to him. I just wanted to get to the concert already. I sighed and got ready for school. I ran to school and sat in my 1st class. I had Len for this class, and he sat right beside me. I just sighed and looked out the window. I didn't notice Len came in cause I heard someone sit down beside me. I turned my head and saw Len. He looked at me, but I turned my head away from his gaze. I heard the bell ring and looked out the window the whole time. I could see Len looking at me from his refutation from the window. I didn't look back at him though.

Len's POV.

Rin wouldn't look at me. I mean she did one time, but then she turned her head. She was looking out the window. I just looked at her with a frown. I wished that Rin talked to me again. I heard the bell ring for school, the call to be over. Rin got up and got her stuff I got my stuff, and grabbed her wrist before she got away from me. She turned around to face me. "Rin, please talk to me. I didn't mean to get you that upset yesterday." Rin looked at me with a sad face on, and a shocked face on too I think.

"Len, can you please just leave me alone for today, please." My heart broke as I heard her say that.

"What, but Rin I-"

"Len, please just for today. I have some things to think about ok." I didn't won't her to leave, and for me not to let me talk to her but I had to. I let go of her wrist.

"Ok"

"Thank you Len" I saw her run out of the room to her next class. I just sighed and walked to class.

Rin's POV.

School went back fast I think. I brought my Hannah stuff, and went to my locker to get it. I looked around to see if anyone saw me, even Len. I didn't see anyone so I put her stuff in my bag, and ran out the back door. I got in the limo and took out my cell. I saw that Len texted me. I sighed and read it.

Len: Hey, can I talk 2 u now?

Rin: I guess y.

Len: Cuz I didn't like not talking 2 u 2day.

Rin: Well, I'm srry but I had 2 think bout some things.

Len: Like wat?

Rin: I can't tell u.

Len: Wat! Y not?

Rin: Cuz I just can't. I hav 2 go bye.

Len: But hmmm fine bye.

I put my phone away and walked to the bathroom. I put on my Hannah costume and walked out. I ran into Len has I came out. He waved to me and walked to me.

"Hey"

"Hey"

"Are you ready for this?"

"Yep I'm ready. Are you?"

"Yeah let's go." We went back stage and heard the crowed of screaming fans. I got nervous, but I shook it off. The lights went dark and I walked on stage. I walked to the mike then the music started. The lights came one and the crowd went wild. I smiled and began to sing Kissin' U. I moved to the beat of the song.

Sparks fly it's like electricity

I might die, when I forget how to breath

You get closer and there's nowhere in this world I'd rather be

Time stops like everything around me is frozen

And that the night is the thieves

Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen

Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you

I picked up the microphone, and begin to walk down the stage. I put the microphone to my mouth, and began to sing again.

Past loves they never got very far

Walls up make sure I guarded my heart

And I promise I wouldn't do this

Till I knew it was right for me

But no one, no guy I met before

Could make me feel so right and secure

And have you noticed I loose my focus

And the world around me disappears

Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you

I ran back to my spot. I could see Len back stage as I ran back. He looked like he was looking for something, or someone. I knew he was looking for me. I frown, but I turned it into a smile as I turned back around and sang.

I never felt nothing like this

You're making me open up

No point in even trying to fight this

It kinda feels like it's loveee

Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you

The song ended and the crowd went wild. I bowed and sang 4 more songs. When I was done we took a break. I walked up to Len he seemed down.

"Hey what's wrong?"

Len's POV.

"Hey what's wrong?" I heard someone say. I looked up to see Hannah looking at me.

"Oh it's nothing."

"Ummm yeah it is something. What is it?" She sat down next to me. I sighed I didn't want to tell her. Because then I will be even more sadder than now.

"Well, you know Rin. I just haven't seen her here at all. I'm starting to think she might not even be my friend anymore, and I do not want that to happen." I looked down in shame I didn't want to look at her, or anyone.

"Well, don't worry I'm-"

"Hannah, it's time!"

"Alright I'm coming. Don't worry Len she'll be here I promise." I looked at her as she ran back on stage. I thought for a minute about what she meant by that. But I got nothing I heard the music go. I got up and watched as Hannah sang Stuttering.

There's a whole lotta things that I will forgive

But I just can't take a liar

I was by your side 'til the very end

'Til you pushed me in the fire

I tried to believe you but something is wrong

You won't look in my eyes, tell me what's going on

It's you and me against the world

That's what you said, that's what you said

If you can't be honest with me

Then I'm afraid this is the end

Hurry up, hurry up

If you ever really cared about me

Tell the truth, give it up

You sound guilty 'cause you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

I was shocked about how she did that with her voice. I couldn't even do that with mine. But her song made me thing for a minute. 'What if Rin isn't telling me the trust? She might be hiding something from me? Hmmm I wonder if Hannah might know if she is.' I got out of my thoughts when I heard Hannah sing again.

Now the seconds turn into minutes now

But you won't give me an answer

You can tell me this, you can tell me that

But don't say you don't remember

'Cause I know you better than you know yourself

So don't say I'm crazy, I know very well.

It's you and me against the world

That's what you said, that's what you said

If you can't be honest with me

Then I'm afraid this is the end

Hurry up, hurry up

If you ever really cared about me

Tell the truth, give it up

You sound guilty 'cause you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

Hannah, then grabbed the microphone, and began to walk down the stage while singing.

I-I-I don't wanna hear you're sorry now

The best thing you can do for me is just spit it out

I-I-I don't wanna hear you're sorry now

Stop, stop stuttering your words, it's only making you look worse

Hurry up, hurry up

If you ever really cared about me

Tell the truth, give it up

You sound guilty 'cause you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

Yeah you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

(Keep on stuttering, yeah you're stuttering)

Oh oh oh oh oh, ey ey ey ey ey, oh oh oh oh whoa

(Keep on stuttering, yeah you're stuttering)

When she was done she sang 2 more songs. Then she took another break. The next song was with me and her. She ran to her dressing room when she was done. I just stared at her as she ran. I wanted to talk to her, but the manager told me to get ready.

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